The temptress

[Remission]

Oh, how much longer can I live in this state?

At the gym, when I was all finished up, nice and stretched, then in the sauna and then showered and dried, as I was on my way out, lo and behold, a comely young maiden, with such a pretty, soft face, sat on one of the sofas in the restaurant, so lithe and beautiful, in her gym clothes, with a fine bosom and a nice slim shape, and I stared at her: and for a split second, as I was walking past her on my way out, she looked up at me with an innocent little stare as if to say to me: 'Well, you scoundrel?  What does it avail you to stare at me so?'  And then she went back to her breakfast.   

And then outside, lo, a young blonde, very handsome to the eye, and she went like this  when she saw me.

These delicate young maidens ... I just want to strip them naked and lick them from head to toe ... but they look at me with such expressions on their face that it breaks my heart.

So many women tempt me, because I am handsome, and try to seduce me: but my words come out flat, and it is worse than if they had simply ignored me, because here was the chance to have sex with a hot girl, and I blew it for my want of social skills.

This above all else makes me want to kill myself.

I hate living like this, at 27, unable to move on from the same problems I had as a teenage boy.

I'm not ugly or fat and yet I can't get into bed with a girl, at least, not since a couple of years ago when I met that Jewess, but she was a bit easy anyway.

[zenemu]

I know I am going to regret asking this, but how exactly is someone looking up at you because you are staring at them while they eat their breakfast a chance to have sex? By staring at her you were probably just putting her off her breakfas, in fact I can't think of anything more off putting when you are trying to eat a bacon sandwich or whatever.

I went to the shop this morning to buy a paper, the lady behind the counter smiled at me and asked how I was. She does something similar most days, it doesn't mean she wants to sleep with me, she is simply being polite.

If you actually take the time to get to know someone and god forbid start a proper relationship, I am sure you find it a great deal more satisfying than these random encounters which actually have nothing to do with sex in the first place.

[Remission]

I know I am going to regret asking this, but how exactly is someone looking up at you because you are staring at them while they eat their breakfast a chance to have sex? By staring at her you were probably just putting her off her breakfas, in fact I can't think of anything more off putting when you are trying to eat a bacon sandwich or whatever.

I went to the shop this morning to buy a paper, the lady behind the counter smiled at me and asked how I was. She does something similar most days, it doesn't mean she wants to sleep with me, she is simply being polite.

If you actually take the time to get to know someone and god forbid start a proper relationship, I am sure you find it a great deal more satisfying than these random encounters which actually have nothing to do with sex in the first place.

I didn't say she was initiating sex.  I said she gave me a disapproving look.  You did not read my post.      I just thought that she was very sexy.   I am persecuted enough as it is when it comes to women that I do not need more scorn poured on me.  

[zenemu]

because here was the chance to have sex with a hot girl, and I blew it for my want of social skills.

I apologise if I took the above out of context.

[Remission]

I apologise if I took the above out of context.

There is no need to be sorry.   

[Aspergers Girl]

You know if people glance at you it does not mean they want to have sex with you.. I saw you post somewhere else that some girl looked at you and you were going on about "is this love". I look at people i'm not interested in all the time. Guys probably do it too.

She was probably weirded out you were staring at her, people don't like to be stared at

[Remission]

It was just a glance really, maybe a slightly prolonged one.  Anyway it's all I have left so I shouldn't feel so hard about it.  (Looking I mean.)

[Remission]

You know if people glance at you it does not mean they want to have sex with you.. I saw you post somewhere else that some girl looked at you and you were going on about "is this love". I look at people i'm not interested in all the time. Guys probably do it too.

She was probably weirded out you were staring at her, people don't like to be stared at

You might be referring to that other time when I was outside and glanced at a blonde in a flowery dress and she was staring at me with her mouth open and playing furiously with her hair.  Yep I'm pretty sure she wanted me in her mouth.   

[Remission]

On the one hand they tempt, seduce, and strut their stuff.    

But on the other, they reject and say no, and play all manner of games.  

This is why I say, 'the temptress'.  Giggling, but at the same time keeping you at arm's distance.    

[Remission]

I am still praying for the day that I become gay because when I start thinking about women and relationships like this I get very upset and nothing productive is done about it, it is just a nuisance. 

[MM]

Have your things removed that will cut down the drives permenantly

[Remission]

Have your things removed that will cut down the drives permenantly

I considered it, back at university, when young men were being cruel to me and I felt degraded in the eyes of women.    I think I only survived because I was too ignorant to see how worthless I had become.

But nowadays I am a sex bomb: many women want me, passionately, deep inside them.

[Nie]

i guess thats the difference between school life, you get stuck with things for years. but after its over, youre free, if you think youre surrounded by assholes or youve got a bad rep with the ladies, you jsut move if you want and start fresh (optimistic).

seriousness aside, just give it up on the girls. you should try tasting man flesh, like the urukhai.

[MM]

Learn to love yourself in spiritual way remission and then you will learn that there are more important things in life then just chasing after girls or dealing with wankers from your uni days I had them aswell.  But its behind you and try to develope you your interlect and your spiritual growth and the rest will follow(I am not suggesting becomming religious I am suggesting a different approach entirely.

[Nie]

... remi become... a monk.